What fears stand in your way?

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The aspect of spiritual awakening I find most beautiful is that we are all in equal standing. It doesn’t matter how many years of schooling or university you have under your belt, or if you’ve lived 80 years, or if you’re a scholar or professor who has written many papers and books, we can all ascertain the grandest wisdom to understand it all.

We’re all in equal standing to realise truth.

I’ve experienced my Soul in all it’s glory, and each time I do it’s the most incredible experience of all-encompassing love and bliss. It’s where I want to stay. However like so many other people, I fear I’ve slipped back into gentle slumber. I can see the signs. The slight irritation creeping into the crevices of the unobserved mind, and it makes me wonder, am I afraid to live awakened?

Surely that fear must only be possible by the ego, so even by pondering the question of being afraid merely points out my current allegiance. Nevertheless, I delve further.

I asked myself or my ego self, to that which it is afraid?

I fear I’d be lonely. I fear no-one would understand me and that my whole world would change.

By merely speaking my fears, answers arise within, as though they’ve been waiting in the wings to flood my consciousness.

“True awakening is not like that,” a voice from within commands my attention.

“What changes is your perception, your experience of the illusory world, and not the illusory world itself – well not at first.

At first your outer experience remains as it was prior to awakening, for it is not until you realise only truth cannot change that you will be done with the game of your illusory world. And then everything you thought was real will change once and for all, and you will see that it was never anything at all. And that is when you come home.”

I sat with the vibration of the words and felt the power of a deeper knowing that I do want to awaken. And I’ll know when the true awakening has occurred because I’ll connect into my Soul – I’ll be my Soul, and there’ll be no fear.

Even as I write these words I feel the sway, the dance of awakening unfolding, burying my ego in the dark soil of my skin, and making way so the love within can waken.

More questions arise in the wake of further realisations, and my attention is heightened. I’ve finally got my attention. I ask of the voice:

“How can I awaken right now?”

“Be love, sink into eternal Soul through true recognition of Self. That’s all. That is not hard for those who know who they are. Find Yourself and you find All.”

 

 

 

 

 

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It’s time to take responsibility for all of the emotions within us. No one else did that to us, even if it seems very much like they did, and holding onto it serves nothing.

It’s interesting to think about why we like feeling punished, feeling beaten up or trodden on. And I know people might say – ‘I don’t like it’ but I beg to differ. There is an aspect of us that loves drama, loves the pain of it all and wants to hold onto every painful memory as if it only just occurred. And that is what it’s time to wake up from.

That’s not you. And that’s not me. That’s not who or what we really are.

There is a spinning vortex pulling us in toward it, urging us to let go of all the misery we cling to. Just let go. Let the mind unfurl and drop it’s guard. Jump.

Imagine waking up tomorrow and realising this entire life had been a dream?

A dream only you conjured up. No one else was even there, just you, dreaming of many other people, problems, pains and pleasures. But you nonetheless. No one to blame, yet also, no one that hurt you.

There is relief to be enjoyed, to be revelled in.

We can feel that relief now, we can let the walls of the dream fade and the synchronicities push through, even more improbable, reminding us that the universe isn’t as we were taught.

Sink into your being now. Within yourself, under your skin, into

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your bones. Feel yourself as a whole being, the subtle energy force hidden out of sight, yet there to be felt. Let go of the physicality of the world you think you see.

Let go of knowing so much. Our world in it’s misdirected course favours memories and misguided intelligence as though it’s our saviour, yet it is the map of our undoing.

We all are in equal standing to reach into the void within and connect into wisdom so grand all pettiness fades away. That is you. And that is me. We are one, within, there is no without.

Come with me. We’ll be okay.

By Sharon Cavill

 

Are you seeing the numbers 11:11?

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When I was back in Sydney for Christmas I was in the car with my dad and he looked down at the clock and said “Of course it is.”

“Of course it is what?” I asked back, both bemused and confused.

“11:11am! It’s always 11:11 when I look at the time! I see those numbers everywhere!”

I was pretty gobsmacked. I don’t know why I thought this phenomenon had skipped my parents… Maybe it’s because on some level I still don’t recognise my parents as separate adults existing in this world not only as my parents…. But my dad has been seeing the numbers 11:11 everywhere!

This is part of the shift, the expanding awareness of people on this planet. And if you are seeing these numbers you are awakening from the walking slumber most of us have lived in for some time. It is a sign that even if things might feel hard, confusing or like an uphill struggle that you are still on the right path. It is a sign to let you know that you are doing really well! And to keep going. Something is happening even if it doesn’t feel like it. 

The most common repeating numbers that I see are 11:11, 333 and 444. I have been seeing them all over the place for sometime now, and every time I pause what I am doing and give thanks. I am thankful that I am becoming more aware that we exist not only in the physical dimension and that there is something so much more powerful, loving and eternal going on.

I am grateful that the walls between worlds are thinning and the presence of spirit and the love of the universe is shining through. When I see those repeating numbers I am reminded that I am not alone – that we are not alone. And while we might be living a midst craziness and upheaval we are totally supported and watched over.

Ahhh we can all breathe a sigh of relief and know that it really is okay – even if it might not always seem like it is.

What repeating numbers do you see? And what does it mean for you?