An exercise in Self Love.

Every now and then I call out to all the cells in my body. I sing out to the trillions of cells housed within my body, keeping me alive, and I speak to them. You might think I’m a little crazy but it’s a wild concept to think about. We’re not an individual unit, a single. We’re a collective. And we seem to sit at the top over looking yet not seeing what’s really going on.

What do I say to them? You might ask. 

I tell them I love them. I tell them they’re doing a good job and I thank them. I even picture all these little round cells pausing and looking up at me, and then smiling. They like to be appreciated. For many years they were picked on, abused, told they weren’t good enough, that they were ugly and fat. And that wasn’t from other people, that was from the mind at the top of the tower.

For many years I never knew. I never thought about them. How hard they were working even under the rule of a tyrant. But now, as I recognise myself as a collective, as a team, I give them what I always wanted.

Love. Attention. Kindness. Encouragement. Acceptance.

Isn’t that what we all want?

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Yet so often, we can’t even give that to ourselves. We strive hard to get it from other people yet it always falls short. It never satisfies and we mostly don’t believe it anyway cause it doesn’t match up to our own secret thoughts about ourselves.

But the gold at the end of the rainbow is in knowing we can do it for ourselves. We can stop everything right in this moment and say; I love you, thank you. We can ignite a vibrational shift within our being, into one that is more pleasant to inhabit. But we’ve got to stop thinking it’s out there. We’ve got to stop seeking external gratification, praise and validation, and seek the internal gold.

Or as my wise fellow blogger said; our inner sunshine.

And if you think you don’t know how, or it’s not important I beg to differ. Our ability to love ourselves defines our capacity to give and receive love to others. And if you can’t love yourself or others, and you can’t receive love, then I ask you; what is your purpose for life?

For me it’s all about love. It’s learning how to connect in and be with yourself, and to connect with other people. It’s all a big lesson in thinking we’re separate, and then discovering how to come back to the whole. Discovering we’re One.

And I’m not saying it’s easy. I’m saying it’s important. It’s worthy of our thoughts, attention, focus and effort. It’s worthy enough to ask for help from others, to discuss with friends, to read books about. It’s a truly worthy cause because the cause is you. It’s all of us. And I know we can do it.

I know we can turn our inner hell of judgement, fear and criticism into our own sacred sanctuary, one to be cherished and relished and adored. One we delight in inhabiting, and sink into it’s welcoming company when all goes quiet around us.

By Sharon Cavill

 

 

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New Round of Readings

I love doing readings for people, and recently I’ve been offering free readings on this site.

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So I invite you to write your question or area of your life you want some guidance in, and when I answer your question it’ll be posted as a new blog post – so ‘follow’ my blog to get notified when new readings are posted.

With love,

Sharon

 

“I’ve been told I have an entity”

It’s about time we spoke about energy attachments and entities. There is a slight difference in my books between attached energy and entities. Attached energy is when you’ve just caught up with a friend and even after you’ve left them you’re still thinking about them a lot, and even hearing the sound of their voice in your head. Maybe your mood changed when you were with them or right after, or you left feeling tired.

These are all indications of energy that has wiped off on you so to speak. It’s very common and goes on all the time, and it’s easy to clear as I’ve discussed in previous posts.

Okay then, so what is an Entity?

An entity is almost like a creature of it’s own. It can think, feel and move about. However it’s actually a fragment of a soul that’s been left behind. This fragment exists on it’s own for a time, sometimes attaching itself to people or animals, or sometimes floating around by itself.

One entity I closely examined and spoke to (that was attached to me and I felt it as the emotion of rage within me) it didn’t actually know that it wasn’t alive any longer. It thought people could see it but were just ignoring it, so over time it hid in the shadows and attached to people through a desire for love and attention that had morphed into anger. It showed me where it had been living and even exactly where it had joined my energy.

Entities attach themselves to us and we usually end up feeling their emotion, which is often heavy, unsettled, sad, angry, power hungry and more. If we’re unaware they can stay with us for a long time and influence the course of our lives.

In response to the question a reader posted about going to a psychic and being told she had an entity, I do agree with the psychic that you did have an entity, however it has gone now. Did you feel it go? When you look back can you see anything that’s changed recently in your mood/ behaviours / energy?

Entities are lost. If we can become aware that we have an entity the ideal solution is to call in your angels and guides, and even the angels and guides of the entity, or the soul the entity is meant to be with, to come and retrieve it. Often you need to use forceful language but always from love, it’s like caring but firm language to encourage them to go to a better place, one where they will feel loved, secure, and safe. Then the guides will meet the entity halfway, once it’s started to move out of your energy field, they’ll guide it further into the light.

You can do this process even if you don’t feel like you can connect into the entity yourself. Just give it a go anyway and notice how you feel afterwards, or if you have a pendulum, as the pendulum whether you have an entity etc. You can keep checking in along the way.

There is nothing to be frightened of. Entities are energy that have lost their way. Yes maybe they feel strong and heavy to us, and you might have had a scary experience as a child, but we are powerful beings of love (sometimes we’re are yet to realise this fully), and we’re able to help even the fiercest energy find it’s way again.

Have you had an experience with an entity?

I’m always open to questions or comments. And remember, if you want to have a FREE READING just post your question or topic and ‘follow’ the blog, then check back for when your question is answered.

With love,

Sharon

 

The night I met me.

Last night in meditation I was bestowed a missing link I’d been overlooking in my healing journey to self love.

The setting was a tranquil lagoon in which I was guided to witness something significant from my recent past. As I gazed down into the water I saw myself rising upward. Yep me, appearing exactly as I do today, however I viewed myself from a different perspective. It was from the eyes of others, and I felt the urge to meet myself and hang out with myself just like you would a new friend.

Realisation after realisation poured through me and I was offered the understanding that loving yourself has an undercurrent that can often be overlooked. The missing facet being that you might love yourself but not necessarily like yourself. For example; you can love members of your family but not want to spend every living moment with them, or similarly a friend that you only enjoy seeing now and again but you love dearly.

The meeting of myself was about liking myself. And I mean really liking myself. self-love-acceptance-awakening-healing-heal-how to, relationships

It was uncharted territory where I befriended myself. I saw who I was as a friend and I liked her.

We hung out and met on so many levels – probably because she is me. But it was like meeting my ultimate soulmate; we enjoyed all the same things!

I saw us hanging out together in my house. I saw us at the beach. I saw us laughing and getting each others jokes. A lot of time passed in an enlightening and blissful meditative trance where time held no meaning, and it was as though I’d been reunitied with my long lost best friend.

And I really, really liked her!

And that was the main realisation, I’d been working on self love for some time now, but forgot about self like. I’d forgotten to like myself in each moment and remember that I want to hang out with me and I enjoy being around me.

If you’ve read this far, then it might be time to ask yourself honestly – if you like you. Do you feel the same about yourself, just like you would a best friend that you can’t see enough of, or your partner whom you adore and always want to be around?

If the answer is no, don’t despair. You’re on the path to healing because you’re beginning to understand where you stand right now. Ask the angels or your spirit guide for assistance, request that they show you how loved you really are. And then ask them to help you discover how to befriend you.

Because when it comes down to it, you’re the one you spend literally all of your time with.

With love,

Sharon

 

 

 

Lucid Dreaming Experiment continues

The Lucid Dreaming experiment continues and although I haven’t woken up in my dreams yet, I’m remembering more details when I wake the following morning. I started my dream journal last week and each morning have written down my dreams.

I feel very far away from actually becoming alert and aware within my dreams, but I think that’s how it works. You think you’ll never do it and then the next time you’re dreaming you consciously have the thought; “I think I’m dreaming!” And you’re away!

Yesterday I received a birthday present that blew me away…. The book “A Field Guide to Lucid Dreaming” which comes highly recommended as one of the best books on Lucid Dreaming. I started reading it and already agree; it’s brilliant.

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The main point I’ve taken from the book so far is that you need to do reality checks often. A reality check is simply asking yourself

“Am I dreaming right now?”

at different intervals in your waking state, throughout the day.

Starting this habit apparently is one of the most effective methods of getting you to wake up inside your dream, but questioning it’s validity.

I’ve decided to give it a go even though I feel completely ridiculous doing it. Several times yesterday, even though I knew I was awake I stopped and questioned “Am I dreaming right now? Am I dreaming?”

I went further into it and pondered how you really tell, it’s become an enjoyable exercise, almost like a mini philosophical meditation.

The book also stated that most people have had at least one spontaneous lucid dreaming experience in their life so far. Is that you? Have you had a lucid dream before? What was it like? How did you come to realise you were dreaming, whilst still asleep?

The whole concept fascinates and intrigues me and I’d love to hear about any experiences you’ve had with it.

Am I dreaming right now?

Sharon

PS. I’ve had a hard time categorising this article. Would it be ‘personal development’ or ‘spiritual development’? I went with Personal Development as I suppose there’s nothing particularly spiritual about it – even though I would like to use lucid dreaming for my spiritual development.

 

 

Why Are We Here?

Has the question ever crossed your mind?

It crosses my mind all the time, and I often wonder how we can go about our day as though everything normal when this question is still unanswered.

What’s the point if we don’t know what the point is?

How can we get up each day and go to work, pay the bills, be a good person and for what? I can’t think about it too hard otherwise my head hurts and I’m left feeling down.

And don’t get me wrong, I’ve thought I’ve found my purpose before, but as the years progress and hopefully so too does my wisdom, life purpose can sometimes get mixed up between something we do while we’re here that makes us feel good and helps people….

Compared with the real question; why the hell are we all here? Not individually, but collectively. I’m not talking about each person’s perceived mission, I’m talking about why billions of us are milling around picking fights with each other and pretending we’ve got it all worked out, when we actually don’t have a bloody clue.

Some people think their purpose is to have children. And I can see how they’ve reached that conclusion. I think that one is about love. We like to think we’ve experienced love but many people haven’t at all. And certainly not unconditional love. So we think having children will invite an experience of greater love into our lives – which surely will bring feelings of fulfillment and YES our life purpose!

But do we really think we’re all here to just create more of ourselves, experience some kind of love, and then just roll the question down to the next generation? That feels a little on repeat for my liking.

But the answer that I’ve stumbled upon in recent years – which so far in my journey, is the only answer which makes any bloody sense to me however mind bending it is; is that we’re not really here.

I know I know, crazy right?

But a while back I had a dream that was so vivid, I was left feeling embarrassed for myself because of it. Although I know feeling embarrassed for myself wasn’t the purpose of the dream, the real purpose I think, was enlightenment.

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I was laying on my bed asleep, dreaming I was having a fight with someone. I remember feeling so angry at them, as they had been so mean to me. I felt the anger ripping right through my body and I could barely contain it as I thought about what they’d said, and how they’d treated me.

As the dream progressed (in which I wasn’t aware I was dreaming) I met up with some friends and talked to them about the mean person. They too became upset for me and agreed the person had been horrible. We joined forces and heatedly barrelled on about how nice I am and questioning, how could someone possibly be so mean to me? 

I felt justified in my anger. 

Then my perspective panned outward, like in a movie where it was zoomed in and then the camera starts moving backwards further and further. I shifted from being in the dream to looking down on myself laying asleep on the bed.

I saw myself sleeping and no doubt, still dreaming. And then, I saw tall beings all around the bed, looking down on me as I slept, in a loving and caring manner. The perspective continued to pan backward, until I caught a glimpse of the whole world.

I saw the universe and in it, I was the only one asleep. 

There were other beings but they were all awake and they were tending to me – the single, solitary sleeper. I realised that I’d been imagining all of the people in the dream scenario.

I’d made up the mean person and then persisted on being angry at them, even going as far as talking about them behind their back and I’d joined forces with other imaginary people to band together in our hate… But it was all me. Just me. I was the only one asleep, and I’d made it all up. 

And these days, that’s all I really know for sure, that there’s a possibility the same scenario is playing out here. I know our lives feel real and hurt sometimes, and even horrific things happen, but they also do in dreams too. And they feel very real until we ‘wake up’. But I tell you, I’m quite keen to wake up again and that time, let it be for real.

With love from one sleepy being,

Sharon

PS. want to experience a spiritual awakening? Book your free skype consultation today by emailing me at contact@wakinglife.co.nz and we’ll discuss how I can help you.

 

 

A Repeating Message from The Universe

Last night as I lay between being awake and slumber I received a very strong message.

Focus on what you have. 

It just kept repeating over and over, and I knew exactly what it meant.

I am a spiritual seeker and for quite some time now, I’ve been receiving the message to stop seeking. However, obviously since I’m still graciously being sent the same message in different ways, I haven’t quite got it. I’m struggling with finding a balance between my hunger for more, and letting it all go so I can discover truth within.

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“You Blew Me Away” by Penny Hardy

It seems to be coming to a head as yesterday in my meditation I had a very frustrating experience. I could tell I was pushing, trying and controlling. Wanting connections, seeking bliss, pushing for insight. And they pulled back. They let me sit in my own self created anguish, and boy it was frustrating.

Then right at the end, as I was coming out I witnessed a small round ball of light just sitting there inside of my chest. I couldn’t overly feel it, I just gained an awareness of it.

And it was as if it was crying out for me to sit with it. Not go into it, not expand it. Just sit with it.

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So that is where I’m at. It’s hard to not push forward, but the messages are clear.

Focus on what you have.

What are you overlooking?

What would happen if you ceased to push forward for one day, one hour or even one minute?

Can we ever truly let go? 

Graciously yours,

Sharon

 

Are you an Earth Angel?

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Earth Angels are usually very sensitive people who feel deeply driven to help people and / or the planet. They often care for animals, people more disadvantaged than themselves, and the environment. They become aware at a point in their life that they’re meant to be helping on a bigger scale, and most people would say if they knew an earth angel, that they’re very selfless – although the earth angel doesn’t usually think this, as they’re too busy focused on what needs to be done.

Have you felt you’ve always been very sensitive? Were you an emotional child? Did you shut down at some point due to abuse, trauma, or ridicule?

Earth Angel is another term for a Lightworker, which you may have heard before. However often when you start to pursue your deeper desires and explore your esoteric interests a particular term will resonate with you more. And if you permit yourself to explore working with angels your whole life will change.

Does your interest peak when you hear or read stuff about angels? 

Connecting into what we really are, our true nature underneath our dramatic, fearful thoughts and ego-desires, helps us to be able to rest in a place of inner knowing. We are none of that, and what we are is something great. 

Earth angels have often lived many lives, as well as assisting people when they’re in between lives. Advanced Souls or Old Souls can begin learning to be a guide to other humans, but then reincarnate again for another life. Once that has occurred they’re very driven to be guides or to always offer assistance to people throughout their life.

Often earth angels and lightworkers alike, go through a period in which they deny that they could be such a thing. They don’t think they’re special enough, and usually have self-esteem and lack thereof, as a major part of their life theme. 

Once we can realise that we’re all light beings and souls, and we’re all special then we can allow ourselves to become curious about ourselves and our potential, rather than judgemental which limits us and shuts us down before we’ve truly blossomed.

Does this sound like you? Have you felt a deeper desire to help but don’t know how? 

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It’s time for us all to no longer ignore these urges. We’re here on a mission, and it helps to hold some clarity around what that entails, and along with clarity comes fulfillment. When we’re doing what we came down here to do we get to live a fulfilling life, expanding and growing and making the most of our earthly experience.

With love,

Sharon

 

 

What To Do When You’ve Tried Everything.

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Often I’m bemused at my ability to complain.

For in complaint we presume to know, and how can we possibly know the true order of things? Yet we whinge and moan and put all of our energy into law of attraction to make things happen, when it’s already happening.

In all the trying we fail to see our single job, the only task assigned to us that no-one else can fulfill. Our internal bliss, the only part handed down for us to manage and yet we fail. But the majestic beauty of it all is that we cannot fail. 

It’s only in our eyes that we do so, and even when we think we’ve fallen our last fall into finality, we’re still caught and held. And all that was seen becomes unseen, whilst the unseen emerges as our new world. 

The final inversion where we get to see that all we’ve ever really seen prior to the moment of pure sight, was never really there.

Our woes gone forever as the clear light of truth emerges. We’ve never had troubles, worries or complaints, as rising clarity presents, brought on not through learning or understanding, but through letting go. Our final terrifying moment of existence paves way to every wish being granted, right when we thought the opposite was occurring.

Why do we think we’ve ever known, if time and time again we see the folly of our past, yet we push and pull and still think it wise, for us to be in command.

It’s in the quiet moments I’ve asked for help from the divine, to once and for all be done of it. The worry, the complaints, the presumption of intention, for I am not the one to know. So extending forward small hands I pass it onward, and forever into the tallest order of infinity.

Graciously received, a knowing force which starts within and extends ever so grandly, outwardly forever.

Yet it is not and will never be of the outward world, and our eyes which appear to see do nothing of the sort.

With love and awakenings,

Sharon

 

 

 

How Can Tarot Reading Help You in Your Career?

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Our careers are our means of livelihood. It is our means to provide for our families and ourselves. We have spent years in school preparing for our careers. However, just like in any other aspects of our lives, sometimes we reach a point where we wonder if are we in the right career path, or are we even in the right career field in the first place, or what would be the next step in our career path.

These questions are very important that is why when planning next career steps or even thinking about a career change, we must consider many things, especially those that might get affected by our chosen course of action. Advice from friends, family and colleagues can be of great help. However, if you feel that these advice or answers are not the ones you are looking for, then consulting a career psychic might help you.

Spiritual guidance is sometimes overlooked by most of us. For example, we often associate tarot card readings for seeking answers about trivial things only. However, have you ever realized that if the Tarot cards can help you find a new love or predict future events in your life, it follows then that it can certainly help you with your career?

The tarot card is a very powerful tool that can be used to gain insights about someone’s past, present, and future by way of asking questions. Tarot card reading can help you in many things. Be it solving a mystery, finding love, and even seeking guidance for your career, the tarot can help you. It can help you answer questions regarding your career, questions like “am I in the right career path or what should be my next career move”? In this modern time, spiritual guidance has become very accessible and with the internet, a tarot reading or consultation can now be done over the internet. You can now consult psychic experts, like online tarot readings or any other online psychics, without leaving your home.

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What to Ask a Psychic Reader

Before you consult a psychic and ask for a tarot reading for your career, you must first come up with the potential questions that you will want to ask. The questions must be focused on you and your career, avoid questions about external factors that you have no control over. Do not ask questions like “when will my boss promote me or when will I get a raise?” The psychic and Tarot card will provide a reading specifically for you and not for anyone else that is why it is very important that you focus the question on yourself. This way you will get an accurate reading about your life and career.

Evaluating Your Career

The Tarot cards, as tools for divinity, can give you a closer look the different aspects of your life, thus giving you an opportunity to deeper scrutinize your past career moves and your current situation. Your current situation is the product of your past actions; you can evaluate your previous actions that led to your current position. You might have done something in the past that you believe will have no huge impact on your career, but actually contributed largely to your present career struggles. You can also identify the negative cycle or patterns that you are undergoing in your career and the impact that they are creating in your life. In gaining an access to the general overview of you career, you can learn how to correct your bad habits and formulate a course of action for your future career move.

Career Guidance

When you are deciding between two or options regarding your career, the tarot cards can help you. For example, you have received two equally great job offers, or you have to choose between staying in your current company and pursuing a new employment from another company. How do you know what path will be the the best one for you and your family in the long run? A consultation to a psychic through tarot card reading can help you evaluate these options and weigh on their pros and cons. You will have a picture on how will your future will look like for each of the options. This gives you full control over your career, which will allow you to pick the option that is more aligned with your goals and desires.

Setting Career Goals

The tarot card can be very helpful when setting career goals and finding ways on how to achieve them. Asking the right questions will be the most important part of a tarot reading for career help, as it will help you figure out the things that influences your career. The cards can show you the right actions or changes that you should make to get the results that you want. You might get surprised on how accurate it can be.