Forwarding note: If you feel guided to read some or all of this reading then know there are aspects of the message meant for you. We travel not alone, yet share our dreams, worries, desires, and deepest fears.
“What am I doing with my Life” 6 card spread
When I sat down to do this reading I closed my eyes and called in guides and angels to be of assistance. I felt someone hold my hand, it felt like a human hand however extremely loving. Almost like the power of a love we’re not quite capable of whilst in human form. I knew I was not alone and was being shown the way.
1 “Me Now”
Queen of Wands
Tarot Message: The Queen of Wands is strongly in her feminine, she knows what she wants and where she is going. She is in touch with her feminine and can express herself freely and confidently without worrying about what people think of her. You are going through a period of self-expression, don’t deny yourself the right to be as accomplished and successful as you want. Use your intuition to move forward. You are enthusiastic for new change or development in your life. Let yourself shine, you know you are a radiant being, it’s time to give yourself permission to shine. Don’t dim your light for fear of outshining others.
Awakening Angels: There is a fire that burns within you, however it is someone subdued at present. Maye you don’t know where to direct this fire, but fear not, it has not diminished it is waiting to be unleashed. Your guides and angels are with you, should you choose to call on them more. You have forgotten a lost art that is yours to play with. Don’t be disillusioned, that doesn’t wear well on you.
2 “What am I afraid of”
Tarot Message: This card is all about diligence, willpower and perseverance. You feel as though you’re being pulled in two directions, and it’s time to learn how to stick to the right path. It’s time to take the reigns of your own life, not in a controlling way yet in a way that is giving power to your higher path. Call on the higher powers for help with moving forward. You can lead with love, instead of being at the whim of your emotions.
Awakening Angels: You are afraid of leaving people behind. You’re afraid that you’re capable of so much that you’ll charge on ahead, leaving a wake of upset loved ones on your path. You worry not for you, cause you know you’ll be okay, but you worry for others. You are a caring soul yet your power wants to move forward. Follow it. Additionally there is a message about structure and maybe even discipline. You are capable of structure and this will help you develop in the areas that will serve you, a little foundation of structure and practice will go along way. It won’t bog you down, it’ll propel you forwards.
3 “Past Influences” – beneficial
Six of Cups
Tarot Message: You’ve stayed connected to the innocence associated with being a child, a certain playfulness in life. You’ve brought through lightness, love and goodwill to all. You like to believe that giving out goodness it will come back to you. This has been important to you and has guided many aspects of your life.
Awakening Angels: You have been influenced by community, equality and ideals about flourishing together. You value nature, goodness, richness of spirit, and you like to help others. Other people have looked to you for help.
4 “Past Influences” – negative
Nine of Coins
Tarot Message: You have a tendency to not let anyone get close to you, or there is a guardedness, perhaps people would think you are more open than you really are. You’ve been dedicated to a mission and that mission has now been accomplished. You can enjoy the successes of a goal achieved. Revel in the way you have not succumbed to inner or unconscious doubt. You’ve been independent and self-reliant.
Awakening Angels: Your past influences have also been feeling as though you’re alone, as though no-one quite gets you. Your thinking is sometimes move advanced (for lack f a better word) than of those around you and this can cause a deeper frustration of not being challenged to grow as you help others to do. You turn to nature and animals in these times as there is a universal understanding that you can connect into, and share with them. It brings you peace and assurance.
5 “I promise myself this”
Seven of Wands
Tarot Message: Defiance and self-belief are strongly indicated. This is not a passive card, but one where you must move forward amongst opposition. It’s time for you to say ‘no’ rather than to compromise. You are a warrior and your spirit will move you forward in the face of resistance, whether that resistence comes from within you with self-doubt, or from those that are around you. You can do this.
Awakening Angels: Now is the time to fight for the urges of your spirit. The wands are all about propelling you forward on the journey of your soul. You are motivated by unseen forces of the soul, and not that of worldly possessions. Don’t get confused with what you want and how to achieve that. When all is said and done you’ll be most proud of your spiritual, soulful growth, the life that meant something to your heart, that fought for your hearts mission. Why do you not ask your heart to reveal more to you at this point? It has a fire within and requests a guardian in you. It is time to move on, to keep climbing. You are in the midst of a journey and not at the final destination. What does your heart yearn for? Nothing is too grand for you.
6 “If you do what card 5 suggested…this will happen”
Ace of Swords
Tarot Message: This card represents facing up to a new challenge with logic and firmness. Believe in yourself (this is a theme), don’t doubt your motivations or intentions, be ready to leap into action. You are being urged also not to carry through any disillusion or bitterness from your past as this will hold you back from fully becoming the Ace of Swords. It might not be smooth, but it’ll be worth it. Be in balance within and move forward step by step. You’ll know what to do.
Awakening Angels: Wow the Ace of Swords, what a card! A hugely positive glimpse into your possible future. You have fought for a path that is yours and using your unique gift of creativity, connection to nature, you are where you want to be. You have not denied your spirit, your angel being, in fact you have let it flourish and shine for all to see. This is who you are. Through following your heart you have found yourself. This knowing has always been there but there is now a strength of self. You have found all sides of yourself and are comfortable with them. Your spirit, power, earthly connection, spiritual connection. I feel there are peers around you now, you have gathered a group of people more at the same ‘level’ as you are. You enjoy this and flourish as a result. You’ve mastered your mind (not that this is a finality) your thoughts, your emotions, your beliefs – you sit atop the throne as opposed to all these smaller aspects.
In summary, I feel you know your direction but are holding back because you’re scared of upsetting people. Your soul urges you to do this for you, and know that following your path holds no reflection of how much you love the people in your life. This is about you now. They have their own journey and you have yours. Let your heart speak in the darkness of night, when it is just you and you answer to no-one. Let it tell you what it wants. Be the guardian of the messages you receive, be the carer for your own wishes.