What is my current path requiring?

If you are drawn to read this Tarot Spread then know there is guidance offered for you also. We are all connected and we never travel alone.

Your Main Priority at Present:

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Tarot Message: The Queen of Wands knows what she wants and where she is going, she is able to express herself freely to the world without worrying about what others think of her. She tells you that you are going through a stage of magnetic energy and it needs expression. Don’t deny yourself the right to be as accomplished as you want, it’s time to dive in with nothing to lose. Your qualities of optimism, leadership, being self-assured and upbeat will help you now.

Awakening Angels: Your priority has been your inner work and now it is moving to more of how you see yourself in the world. The expression and solidification of your inner work. It’s about your true work here on this planet, and learning about love, kindness and compassion, and the expression of these as purpose. How can you make this even more of a priority in your life? Are there any aspects of your life where you are blocking love? How well do you receive compassion and kindness from others?

It’s time for honouring your highest path, and about gearing everything towards your goal. You know what your goal is, and it’s time for you to live, breathe and commune with it. It’s more about revealing it / you more fully to the world. No more hiding back when it suits you, the Queen of Wands tells you to be all in.

What is Blocking You?

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Tarot Message: This is pointing towards a matter of the heart, where feelings of rejection are lingering. You may carry within you, feelings of being let down or being hurt, and this has resulted in a lingering feeling that others can hurt you. You may fear losing those you love, fear rejection and / or fear loneliness. When you see this card as a blockage card it’s time to use your mind to face matters of the heart, no matter how old they might appear to be. It’s time to recognise we never suffer alone, and reviewing old wounds perhaps only for a moment, can heal them of being a negative driving force hidden in our depths. Be free of these fears and you shall soar!

Awakening Angels: There is pain in your heart, an old wound perhaps that still impacts you. It occasionally leads you to doubt yourself, and you hold back a little. It’s like you hold this a little against yourself, as though you were some how at fault or lesser than because of it. This was not the case, and you don’t need to view yourself as anything less than divine. You can express and expose your heart fully now, it’s time to ease back the veil and be strongly vulnerable once more. For you can’t move forward fully until this is done. Call for the pain and wounding to rise up from your subconscious, for you can handle it now and bring it into your arms for love. It shall evolve this way.

Things You can Change?

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Tarot message: This card is prompting you to evaluate where you are, and to check in with your original goal and ensure you are still on target. What were your original intentions? Be prepared for things to change, don’t be too rigid. This card prompts you to take a step back and even a break, so you can view it from a fresh perspective. It may be that you’ve been so engrossed in your work or focus that you’ve forgotten to take stock fo the results so far.

Awakening Angels: You can change the heartbreak that you’ve carried within you, and you can also change any deep sense of feeling alone. Often when we think at a different level, or understand the world in a way that is different to the majority we can feel a sense of longing for our own people, so to speak. You can find more of ‘your people’, even where you live and in your world. Connections with people will also bring more fruit to your trees, more abundance in money even though this may not be your goal. Your heart longs for more and going to things that interest you can bring opportunities to you that help all areas of your life.

Things You must Accept?

The Hanged Man

Tarot Message: It is time to accept that a step back is in order. You may not want to, or you may be wanting to push forward, but you are at a crossroads in your approach and you may have to stand back and look carefully at all the issues involved. The Hanged Man tells us to literally view everything in an opposing way than how we’ve been seeing it. Turn it on its head, shake it all up. Perhaps you’ve been stuck in thinking there is only the one way to go, however there are many. And there are roads which might be more fun, more loving, more enlightening than the perceives direct route that you’re on. Challenge yourself to step back.

Awakening Angels: It might be time to accept that a break is in order. To put your hands up in their air, just for a time and have some fun. Connect with the people you love and the people you laugh with.

How Things will Progress?

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Tarot Message: This card is all about luck and chance, but we know that doesn’t really exist in the way it is commonly thought. It is synchronicity and alignment.

This card invites you to an take your hands off the reigns and not work so hard, your goals are destined and are not as hard to reach as you might have once envisaged. It’s also prompting you to take a chance, especially when it comes to love and matters of the heart. Be open to unexpected events in all areas of your life as this brings forth change for the better.

Awakening Angels: There is partnership and connections coming up for you. This will bring more fullness of heart, more uncontrollable aspects into your life which will be good for you. You have a beautiful heart and it has the ability to let even more people and life into its inner realms. You can take on different roles as you are in tune with the feminine and masculine, you are in tune with the shamanic consciousness in all things and you enjoy life on this level. Welcome it all in with open arms and you shall be rewarded, take the blinkers off and feel free to change course.

With love,

Sharon

 

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Cosmic Play

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When you realize yourself as the fullness of love overflowing itself without object, this is bliss.

And when you are aware of yourself incarnate in the appearance of form, this is leela.

-by Eli Jaxon-Bear

The word Leela is used because there is said to be no exact or accurate translation. It is a Sanskrit word that means ‘play’ however not as we know it. It is cosmic or divine play, as we would if we truly knew this were an illusion with no consequence but to keep us spinning around rising and falling in and out of illusory pain.

 

 

Why we dream.

Last night I had a dream that was so real and vivid, it was an all-encompassing sensory experience. I was eating octopus. It wasn’t what I wanted or what I thought it was, and the sudden realisation I had tentacles in my mouth was disgusting. I ran to the bathroom and spat them out in the sink.

I still remember the taste, (I know, weird thing to dream about – and it was more twisted than that with a flavoursome freudian skew but I’ll spare those details). It was disgusting and bits and pieces were stuck in my mouth. I vividly remember reaching my fingers into my mouth and pulling tentacles out, throwing them into the porcelain bowl. The resounding feelings were shock and disgust.

Dreams fascinate me. Many people have gone down in history theorising their purpose, right from being that which our subconscious cannot integrate from our day thrown back up to us calling out for healing and understanding. Others say that it’s relating to ourselves and our life in metaphors, with hidden meanings and messages. Others have said they are meaningless.

But what if they were our teachers? For years now I’ve been enthralled by the idea of the dream reality. A Course in Miracles teaches us that Oneness is literal and our reality is smoke and mirrors created by a single thought. That none of it is real and it’s all a fantasical light show created by yours truly. And when this idea triggers people, it’s hard to fathom that it could possibly be true.

Yet our dreams occur each night, at the transition from one day to the next, offering us an experience of a reality where, in the thick of it, we do not know we are dreaming. We forget. And the people in our dream seem separate to us, they chase us, they harm us. Our emotions feel real, we feel hurt, shame, sickness, panic. All of the emotions of life. We feel real fear for our safety and often we live within the confines of what we believe to be possible, using our legs for running or finding a car that we can drive.

And then we wake up.

The relief, it was just a dream.

We let go of the pain the other people or characters in our dream caused us (even if they were people from our current life) under the rationale that it was just a dream. There can even be some embarrassment when we study the phenomena that we created all of it ourselves. No-one else was there at all. The pain, the shame, the chase – was all played out by characters we’d created, puppets that we were leading. But it felt so real, didn’t it?

It really felt like they were doing something to me!

But it was all me.

There is a great Taoist parable called The Butterfly Dream. It goes something like this;

Once upon a time I had a dream that I was a butterfly, fluttering here and there, to all intents and purposes a butterfly. I was only conscious of my happiness and experience as a butterfly and unaware of any other life I may have been leading. Soon enough, I awakened. And there I was, a man again. Now I do not know whether I was then a man dreaming I was a butterfly, or a butterfly dreaming I was a man. Between a man and a butterfly there was no distinction.

Some time back when I was deep in meditation I had an experience where I was confiding to my trustee guides that people had been mean to me. I was very upset and stated my case. My perspective then zoomed way out and I saw that I was the only person and I was asleep. There were many guides and angels by my side, encircling me with love and support, yet I was asleep and I was the only person in the cosmos. The only human in existence. No one could have possibly done anything to me in reality because it was only me. There was no-one else.

I feel the purpose of our dreams is to serve as a constant reminder that while this reality may feel real, it is not. And we’ve been missing the message because we’re lost in it. We’re lost in the dream. We are convinced it is real. My story is real. My pain is real. How could it not be?

What are your thoughts on the dream reality?

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The night I met me.

Last night in meditation I was bestowed a missing link I’d been overlooking in my healing journey to self love.

The setting was a tranquil lagoon in which I was guided to witness something significant from my recent past. As I gazed down into the water I saw myself rising upward. Yep me, appearing exactly as I do today, however I viewed myself from a different perspective. It was from the eyes of others, and I felt the urge to meet myself and hang out with myself just like you would a new friend.

Realisation after realisation poured through me and I was offered the understanding that loving yourself has an undercurrent that can often be overlooked. The missing facet being that you might love yourself but not necessarily like yourself. For example; you can love members of your family but not want to spend every living moment with them, or similarly a friend that you only enjoy seeing now and again but you love dearly.

The meeting of myself was about liking myself. And I mean really liking myself. self-love-acceptance-awakening-healing-heal-how to, relationships

It was uncharted territory where I befriended myself. I saw who I was as a friend and I liked her.

We hung out and met on so many levels – probably because she is me. But it was like meeting my ultimate soulmate; we enjoyed all the same things!

I saw us hanging out together in my house. I saw us at the beach. I saw us laughing and getting each others jokes. A lot of time passed in an enlightening and blissful meditative trance where time held no meaning, and it was as though I’d been reunitied with my long lost best friend.

And I really, really liked her!

And that was the main realisation, I’d been working on self love for some time now, but forgot about self like. I’d forgotten to like myself in each moment and remember that I want to hang out with me and I enjoy being around me.

If you’ve read this far, then it might be time to ask yourself honestly – if you like you. Do you feel the same about yourself, just like you would a best friend that you can’t see enough of, or your partner whom you adore and always want to be around?

If the answer is no, don’t despair. You’re on the path to healing because you’re beginning to understand where you stand right now. Ask the angels or your spirit guide for assistance, request that they show you how loved you really are. And then ask them to help you discover how to befriend you.

Because when it comes down to it, you’re the one you spend literally all of your time with.

With love,

Sharon