An exercise in Self Love.

Every now and then I call out to all the cells in my body. I sing out to the trillions of cells housed within my body, keeping me alive, and I speak to them. You might think I’m a little crazy but it’s a wild concept to think about. We’re not an individual unit, a single. We’re a collective. And we seem to sit at the top over looking yet not seeing what’s really going on.

What do I say to them? You might ask. 

I tell them I love them. I tell them they’re doing a good job and I thank them. I even picture all these little round cells pausing and looking up at me, and then smiling. They like to be appreciated. For many years they were picked on, abused, told they weren’t good enough, that they were ugly and fat. And that wasn’t from other people, that was from the mind at the top of the tower.

For many years I never knew. I never thought about them. How hard they were working even under the rule of a tyrant. But now, as I recognise myself as a collective, as a team, I give them what I always wanted.

Love. Attention. Kindness. Encouragement. Acceptance.

Isn’t that what we all want?

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Yet so often, we can’t even give that to ourselves. We strive hard to get it from other people yet it always falls short. It never satisfies and we mostly don’t believe it anyway cause it doesn’t match up to our own secret thoughts about ourselves.

But the gold at the end of the rainbow is in knowing we can do it for ourselves. We can stop everything right in this moment and say; I love you, thank you. We can ignite a vibrational shift within our being, into one that is more pleasant to inhabit. But we’ve got to stop thinking it’s out there. We’ve got to stop seeking external gratification, praise and validation, and seek the internal gold.

Or as my wise fellow blogger said; our inner sunshine.

And if you think you don’t know how, or it’s not important I beg to differ. Our ability to love ourselves defines our capacity to give and receive love to others. And if you can’t love yourself or others, and you can’t receive love, then I ask you; what is your purpose for life?

For me it’s all about love. It’s learning how to connect in and be with yourself, and to connect with other people. It’s all a big lesson in thinking we’re separate, and then discovering how to come back to the whole. Discovering we’re One.

And I’m not saying it’s easy. I’m saying it’s important. It’s worthy of our thoughts, attention, focus and effort. It’s worthy enough to ask for help from others, to discuss with friends, to read books about. It’s a truly worthy cause because the cause is you. It’s all of us. And I know we can do it.

I know we can turn our inner hell of judgement, fear and criticism into our own sacred sanctuary, one to be cherished and relished and adored. One we delight in inhabiting, and sink into it’s welcoming company when all goes quiet around us.

By Sharon Cavill

 

 

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What is my current path requiring?

If you are drawn to read this Tarot Spread then know there is guidance offered for you also. We are all connected and we never travel alone.

Your Main Priority at Present:

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Tarot Message: The Queen of Wands knows what she wants and where she is going, she is able to express herself freely to the world without worrying about what others think of her. She tells you that you are going through a stage of magnetic energy and it needs expression. Don’t deny yourself the right to be as accomplished as you want, it’s time to dive in with nothing to lose. Your qualities of optimism, leadership, being self-assured and upbeat will help you now.

Awakening Angels: Your priority has been your inner work and now it is moving to more of how you see yourself in the world. The expression and solidification of your inner work. It’s about your true work here on this planet, and learning about love, kindness and compassion, and the expression of these as purpose. How can you make this even more of a priority in your life? Are there any aspects of your life where you are blocking love? How well do you receive compassion and kindness from others?

It’s time for honouring your highest path, and about gearing everything towards your goal. You know what your goal is, and it’s time for you to live, breathe and commune with it. It’s more about revealing it / you more fully to the world. No more hiding back when it suits you, the Queen of Wands tells you to be all in.

What is Blocking You?

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Tarot Message: This is pointing towards a matter of the heart, where feelings of rejection are lingering. You may carry within you, feelings of being let down or being hurt, and this has resulted in a lingering feeling that others can hurt you. You may fear losing those you love, fear rejection and / or fear loneliness. When you see this card as a blockage card it’s time to use your mind to face matters of the heart, no matter how old they might appear to be. It’s time to recognise we never suffer alone, and reviewing old wounds perhaps only for a moment, can heal them of being a negative driving force hidden in our depths. Be free of these fears and you shall soar!

Awakening Angels: There is pain in your heart, an old wound perhaps that still impacts you. It occasionally leads you to doubt yourself, and you hold back a little. It’s like you hold this a little against yourself, as though you were some how at fault or lesser than because of it. This was not the case, and you don’t need to view yourself as anything less than divine. You can express and expose your heart fully now, it’s time to ease back the veil and be strongly vulnerable once more. For you can’t move forward fully until this is done. Call for the pain and wounding to rise up from your subconscious, for you can handle it now and bring it into your arms for love. It shall evolve this way.

Things You can Change?

Seven of Coins

Tarot message: This card is prompting you to evaluate where you are, and to check in with your original goal and ensure you are still on target. What were your original intentions? Be prepared for things to change, don’t be too rigid. This card prompts you to take a step back and even a break, so you can view it from a fresh perspective. It may be that you’ve been so engrossed in your work or focus that you’ve forgotten to take stock fo the results so far.

Awakening Angels: You can change the heartbreak that you’ve carried within you, and you can also change any deep sense of feeling alone. Often when we think at a different level, or understand the world in a way that is different to the majority we can feel a sense of longing for our own people, so to speak. You can find more of ‘your people’, even where you live and in your world. Connections with people will also bring more fruit to your trees, more abundance in money even though this may not be your goal. Your heart longs for more and going to things that interest you can bring opportunities to you that help all areas of your life.

Things You must Accept?

The Hanged Man

Tarot Message: It is time to accept that a step back is in order. You may not want to, or you may be wanting to push forward, but you are at a crossroads in your approach and you may have to stand back and look carefully at all the issues involved. The Hanged Man tells us to literally view everything in an opposing way than how we’ve been seeing it. Turn it on its head, shake it all up. Perhaps you’ve been stuck in thinking there is only the one way to go, however there are many. And there are roads which might be more fun, more loving, more enlightening than the perceives direct route that you’re on. Challenge yourself to step back.

Awakening Angels: It might be time to accept that a break is in order. To put your hands up in their air, just for a time and have some fun. Connect with the people you love and the people you laugh with.

How Things will Progress?

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Tarot Message: This card is all about luck and chance, but we know that doesn’t really exist in the way it is commonly thought. It is synchronicity and alignment.

This card invites you to an take your hands off the reigns and not work so hard, your goals are destined and are not as hard to reach as you might have once envisaged. It’s also prompting you to take a chance, especially when it comes to love and matters of the heart. Be open to unexpected events in all areas of your life as this brings forth change for the better.

Awakening Angels: There is partnership and connections coming up for you. This will bring more fullness of heart, more uncontrollable aspects into your life which will be good for you. You have a beautiful heart and it has the ability to let even more people and life into its inner realms. You can take on different roles as you are in tune with the feminine and masculine, you are in tune with the shamanic consciousness in all things and you enjoy life on this level. Welcome it all in with open arms and you shall be rewarded, take the blinkers off and feel free to change course.

With love,

Sharon

 

New Round of Readings

I love doing readings for people, and recently I’ve been offering free readings on this site.

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So I invite you to write your question or area of your life you want some guidance in, and when I answer your question it’ll be posted as a new blog post – so ‘follow’ my blog to get notified when new readings are posted.

With love,

Sharon

 

“How can I work with my Angels and Guides, and what fears are blocking me?”

I was going to do a tarot reading and I called in your Guides and Angels, however before I could even get the cards out information started pouring in.

Firstly I see a very common fear or block, of thinking “I can’t” it’s along the lines of I’m not psychic or special enough to be able to do healing work, or communicate with Angel and Guides. I’ll get back to this one as I then had something from your childhood jumping out at me.

I keep getting the age 3 and that something happened at night which scared you. You were able to see things back then however when you were younger (ages 0-2) you had no critical faculties developed so you just allowed these experiences in. Around the age of 3 is when you started to become aware of ‘the ways of the world’ so to speak, and this is when those experiences and visits in the night started to scare you. Your thinking mind became afraid of the unknown and this is where it has stayed.

You have a keen interest in this sort of thing, and that is important as it anchors you back into who you really are and more of what you’re really capable of. It’s time for you to come home within yourself, to find you more fully than ever before.

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Firstly, it’s giving yourself permission to try. Call in your angels or an angel in particular (Archangel Raphael is with you right now, but there are more there with you also). Call the name of the angel three times with your eyes closed. Pause briefly, and then thank them for coming in.

Don’t wait for a sign – even though you might get one, like tingling up your spine, shivers, a flash of colour in the corner of your eye. Then start talking to yourself 🙂 Yep that’s right. Start a conversation in your head. Ask a question, such as what do I need to know right now. Pause briefly, and then just start answering it in your mind. It’s actually that easy, but you need to do it first, before you can believe you can do it.

Let the conversation carry on for a while, go back and forth – yes almost as though you’re just talking to yourself. Then after a few minutes reflect upon the content of the information you’re being provided – that’s where the proof or convinces are!

Often we notice that the language doesn’t actually sound like us, or that we’re offered a new perspective on a problem in our life. Also, notice how you’re feeling, usually your energy will change when you’re communicating to your angels and guides. You’ll feel uplifted. I often start to laugh, as though joy is bursting from my body unable to be contained.

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You also might think you don’t have time or the ‘right’ space to do this sort of work, but they are saying this is exactly the right time, and there is space in your life to do it.

You also have a deeper, possibly subconscious fear of ridicule, or people laughing at you. Maybe there are people in your life or at work that don’t believe in this sort of thing and you’re worried about how they’ll react if you move further into it. You are to know that you are here to bring about change, to lift the energies of consciousness, and not to worry. You are loved and accepted for more than your interests. The more you love yourself – enough to follow urges around this work – the more you won’t worry about what others might think of you. You also might be surprised in their reactions anyway.

I also pulled a card for you and received two cards.

The first one is called Unexpected Visitors and is prompting you that your spiritual team is all around you. Take some time out to sit quietly and let them in. The main message here is they want you to know that it’s time to dive into the unknown and to ‘expect the unexpected’ will allow everything to change. If we keep living each day exactly the same as the last, then we’ll just get more of the same. It’s time to step right out of that comfortable box, join a meditation or spiritual development group, don’t hold yourself back for fear of not being capable enough.

The second card you received is Intention. Setting the intention for what you want. You say you want to communicate with your Angels and Guides, then ask that of them and the universe, and then let your intention go. Like a bird you release, thank your Angels and Guides for being there even before you feel them, thank them everyday for their support and guidance and then you’ll see their support in your life.

I’ve also included this picture as it reminds me of your energy underneath any fears or doubt 🙂 card reading, tarot, healing, blocks, fears, psychic reading, free psychic reading, archangel raphael, how to work with angels, angels, spirit guides, how to

With love,

Sharon

 

“I’ve been told I have an entity”

It’s about time we spoke about energy attachments and entities. There is a slight difference in my books between attached energy and entities. Attached energy is when you’ve just caught up with a friend and even after you’ve left them you’re still thinking about them a lot, and even hearing the sound of their voice in your head. Maybe your mood changed when you were with them or right after, or you left feeling tired.

These are all indications of energy that has wiped off on you so to speak. It’s very common and goes on all the time, and it’s easy to clear as I’ve discussed in previous posts.

Okay then, so what is an Entity?

An entity is almost like a creature of it’s own. It can think, feel and move about. However it’s actually a fragment of a soul that’s been left behind. This fragment exists on it’s own for a time, sometimes attaching itself to people or animals, or sometimes floating around by itself.

One entity I closely examined and spoke to (that was attached to me and I felt it as the emotion of rage within me) it didn’t actually know that it wasn’t alive any longer. It thought people could see it but were just ignoring it, so over time it hid in the shadows and attached to people through a desire for love and attention that had morphed into anger. It showed me where it had been living and even exactly where it had joined my energy.

Entities attach themselves to us and we usually end up feeling their emotion, which is often heavy, unsettled, sad, angry, power hungry and more. If we’re unaware they can stay with us for a long time and influence the course of our lives.

In response to the question a reader posted about going to a psychic and being told she had an entity, I do agree with the psychic that you did have an entity, however it has gone now. Did you feel it go? When you look back can you see anything that’s changed recently in your mood/ behaviours / energy?

Entities are lost. If we can become aware that we have an entity the ideal solution is to call in your angels and guides, and even the angels and guides of the entity, or the soul the entity is meant to be with, to come and retrieve it. Often you need to use forceful language but always from love, it’s like caring but firm language to encourage them to go to a better place, one where they will feel loved, secure, and safe. Then the guides will meet the entity halfway, once it’s started to move out of your energy field, they’ll guide it further into the light.

You can do this process even if you don’t feel like you can connect into the entity yourself. Just give it a go anyway and notice how you feel afterwards, or if you have a pendulum, as the pendulum whether you have an entity etc. You can keep checking in along the way.

There is nothing to be frightened of. Entities are energy that have lost their way. Yes maybe they feel strong and heavy to us, and you might have had a scary experience as a child, but we are powerful beings of love (sometimes we’re are yet to realise this fully), and we’re able to help even the fiercest energy find it’s way again.

Have you had an experience with an entity?

I’m always open to questions or comments. And remember, if you want to have a FREE READING just post your question or topic and ‘follow’ the blog, then check back for when your question is answered.

With love,

Sharon

 

“What can I do to move forward with my career goals?”

Forwarding note: If you feel guided to read some or all of this reading then know there are aspects of the message meant for you. We travel not alone, yet share our dreams, worries, desires, and deepest fears.

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When I sat down to do this reading I closed my eyes and called in guides and angels to be of assistance. I felt someone hold my hand, it felt like a human hand however extremely loving. Almost like the power of a love we’re not quite capable of whilst in human form. I knew I was not alone and was being shown the way.

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1 “Me Now”

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Tarot Message: The Queen of Wands is strongly in her feminine, she knows what she wants and where she is going. She is in touch with her feminine and can express herself freely and confidently without worrying about what people think of her. You are going through a period of self-expression, don’t deny yourself the right to be as accomplished and successful as you want. Use your intuition to move forward. You are enthusiastic for new change or development in your life. Let yourself shine, you know you are a radiant being, it’s time to give yourself permission to shine. Don’t dim your light for fear of outshining others.

Awakening Angels: There is a fire that burns within you, however it is someone subdued at present. Maye you don’t know where to direct this fire, but fear not, it has not diminished it is waiting to be unleashed. Your guides and angels are with you, should you choose to call on them more. You have forgotten a lost art that is yours to play with. Don’t be disillusioned, that doesn’t wear well on you.

2 “What am I afraid of”

The Chariot

Tarot Message: This card is all about diligence, willpower and perseverance. You feel as though you’re being pulled in two directions, and it’s time to learn how to stick to the right path. It’s time to take the reigns of your own life, not in a controlling way yet in a way that is giving power to your higher path. Call on the higher powers for help with moving forward. You can lead with love, instead of being at the whim of your emotions.

Awakening Angels: You are afraid of leaving people behind. You’re afraid that you’re capable of so much that you’ll charge on ahead, leaving a wake of upset loved ones on your path. You worry not for you, cause you know you’ll be okay, but you worry for others. You are a caring soul yet your power wants to move forward. Follow it. Additionally there is a message about structure and maybe even discipline. You are capable of structure and this will help you develop in the areas that will serve you, a little foundation of structure and practice will go along way. It won’t bog you down, it’ll propel you forwards.

3 “Past Influences” – beneficial

Six of Cups

Tarot Message: You’ve stayed connected to the innocence associated with being a child, a certain playfulness in life. You’ve brought through lightness, love and goodwill to all. You like to believe that giving out goodness it will come back to you. This has been important to you and has guided many aspects of your life.

Awakening Angels: You have been influenced by community, equality and ideals about flourishing together. You value nature, goodness, richness of spirit, and you like to help others. Other people have looked to you for help.

4 “Past Influences” – negative

Nine of Coins

Tarot Message: You have a tendency to not let anyone get close to you, or there is a guardedness, perhaps people would think you are more open than you really are. You’ve been dedicated to a mission and that mission has now been accomplished. You can enjoy the successes of a goal achieved. Revel in the way you have not succumbed to inner or unconscious doubt. You’ve been independent and self-reliant.

Awakening Angels: Your past influences have also been feeling as though you’re alone, as though no-one quite gets you. Your thinking is sometimes move advanced (for lack f a better word) than of those around you and this can cause a deeper frustration of not being challenged to grow as you help others to do. You turn to nature and animals in these times as there is a universal understanding that you can connect into, and share with them. It brings you peace and assurance.

5 “I promise myself this”

Seven of Wands

Tarot Message: Defiance and self-belief are strongly indicated. This is not a passive card, but one where you must move forward amongst opposition. It’s time for you to say ‘no’ rather than to compromise. You are a warrior and your spirit will move you forward in the face of resistance, whether that resistence comes from within you with self-doubt, or from those that are around you. You can do this.

Awakening Angels: Now is the time to fight for the urges of your spirit. The wands are all about propelling you forward on the journey of your soul. You are motivated by unseen forces of the soul, and not that of worldly possessions. Don’t get confused with what you want and how to achieve that. When all is said and done you’ll be most proud of your spiritual, soulful growth, the life that meant something to your heart, that fought for your hearts mission. Why do you not ask your heart to reveal more to you at this point? It has a fire within and requests a guardian in you. It is time to move on, to keep climbing. You are in the midst of a journey and not at the final destination. What does your heart yearn for? Nothing is too grand for you.

6 “If you do what card 5 suggested…this will happen”

Ace of Swords

Tarot Message: This card represents facing up to a new challenge with logic and firmness. Believe in yourself (this is a theme), don’t doubt your motivations or intentions, be ready to leap into action. You are being urged also not to carry through any disillusion or bitterness from your past as this will hold you back from fully becoming the Ace of Swords. It might not be smooth, but it’ll be worth it. Be in balance within and move forward step by step. You’ll know what to do.

Awakening Angels: Wow the Ace of Swords, what a card! A hugely positive glimpse into your possible future. You have fought for a path that is yours and using your unique gift of creativity, connection to nature, you are where you want to be. You have not denied your spirit, your angel being, in fact you have let it flourish and shine for all to see. This is who you are. Through following your heart you have found yourself. This knowing has always been there but there is now a strength of self. You have found all sides of yourself and are comfortable with them. Your spirit, power, earthly connection, spiritual connection. I feel there are peers around you now, you have gathered a group of people more at the same ‘level’ as you are. You enjoy this and flourish as a result. You’ve mastered your mind (not that this is a finality) your thoughts, your emotions, your beliefs – you sit atop the throne as opposed to all these smaller aspects.

In summary, I feel you know your direction but are holding back because you’re scared of upsetting people. Your soul urges you to do this for you, and know that following your path holds no reflection of how much you love the people in your life. This is about you now. They have their own journey and you have yours. Let your heart speak in the darkness of night, when it is just you and you answer to no-one. Let it tell you what it wants. Be the guardian of the messages you receive, be the carer for your own wishes.

Free Readings – follow

It’s a cloudy Saturday in Wellington and there’s so much going on globally. The uncertainly in the air is palpable and you’re not alone if you’re experiencing turmoil inside and out.

I’ve felt the push to get back into card readings, so just post your question or area you’d love a little more guidance into here. I’m going to use your question as the title of my next post, and answer it within the body – so make sure you post your question here or message me, and then hit FOLLOW to ensure you’re prompted when I post the reading.

So I invite you to breathe deeply and hit those keys, be brave and post your reading request.

With love,

Sharon

PS. for your amusement here is a photo of me and my partner at local festival on a recent trip to Toowoomba, Australia. Always on the lookout for crystals and fun stuff. Unfortunately no such luck at this fair, but enjoyed the weather and the wallabies.

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To Give The Greatest Gift

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A gift free and readily available, yet so infrequently given.

The gift of our full attention to another person.

To not merely be in attendance with our physical body.

To give a gift of the heart.

It is free. It is always in stock and available to give.

You might say this gift of attention, is to give the whole world to one person.

A chance offering to each person you encounter throughout your day.

What could be more purposeful than that?

 

 

A Lesson From Pushy Patrons

blog, awakening, eckhart tolle, life lessons, ego mind, cafe, ocean, consciousOur interactions with people can be our greatest teachers. And yesterday I was taught a big lesson. I’d taken myself off to a cafe to treat myself to some sacred ‘me time’ with a muffin, tea and a book. I sat on a high table which permitted me a clear view of other patrons in the cafe as well as out to the ocean. It was perfect.

However it wasn’t long until my perfect scenario was quashed. I’d sat at the big centre table which was shared by other people. I was seated in the middle and along came three people who sat opposite me, completely obstructing my view to the ocean.

I became a little peeved, however decided it was time to order. I got up, leaving my book and jacket to mind my spot, and went to order at the counter. Once ordered I strolled back to where I’d been sitting only to find one of the three people had actually moved to a seat that was literally pushed up against mine. There was hardly any room for me now and I felt a little strange that they had done this when I’d gone up to order. I felt like they were crowding me on purpose to push me out. My mind was firing off all sorts of scenarios.

I pushed back (obviously in reactive ego-state) and re-claimed my seat. My arm was literally touching his and I felt his big energy dominating mine. Now I was definitely peeved. If I moved my chair further away from him I would literally be pushed up against a pole and have all my table space taken away with the pole and vase which was on the table. And that wasn’t even the point. I was there first.

After a few uncomfortable minutes I decided I would move, as it dawned on me that I was choosing to stay in a situation that was impeding my enjoyment. It took a lot for me to move, but I did so. Staring down at the table stewing in my own thoughts, I waited for the intruders to apologise, or at least offer a sympathetic smile. No such luck. In fact it was quite the opposite, the man moved and spread out even more, enjoying the extra space he’d gained.

Sitting with nothing but my own thoughts, I breathed. I took stock of what was going on and I remembered an enlightening idea from Eckhart Tolle that teaches us the purpose of relationships (which could be interpreted as all interactions with other people) as being to become conscious. Not for fulfillment, happiness, joy, etc. The only true purpose to seek in relationships is to help highlight areas within ourselves that we are asleep and unconsciously reacting, and then it is our job to bring these areas into the light of our conscious awareness.

That is the function of a conscious relationship.

As I looked up to reflect upon the lesson, I noticed how in moving to the other side of the pole, I again had a view of the ocean. There were also stunning flowers sprouting from the vase on the table which perfectly framed my view. It was beautiful.

It dawned on me that the place where I now sat was ideal, in fact it was more than ideal than what I had chosen for myself moments earlier, and the universe had gifted it to me. I had nearly missed it due to my unwillingness to look past what my ego thought was happening.

The universe had guided me to move places through an interaction with other people, and what it presented to me was something better than what I had chosen for myself (along with the lesson).

This is life. That’s the way the universe works. However, we limit ourselves by attempting to control our lives from the narrow view-point of our own perspective.

If only we would surrender control and resistence to reality, then we could walk with greater ease into potentially a better experience than one we might have envisaged for ourselves.

 

 

I’m stepping aside

I read a quote on awakening that stopped me in my tracks.

“Man is God asleep.

God is Man awake.”

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The quote is seemingly so simple yet the power emanating forth is undeniable. It’s like it contains the keys to the universe and if we only truly understood it, on a vibrational level in our being, then we would wake up instantly.

I want to understand it. I want to know it’s truth.

I feel I have some awareness that I’m asleep, and mostly due to the experiences I’ve had, while only momentarily however, of being awake. These moments were my personal experience of sudden awakening or spiritual awakening, and revealled to me just how asleep I’ve been.

And when I drop back down into walking slumber what I notice most is our inclination for conflict. We seek it out. We revel in reasons to blast our anger and hate out to the world, and often is the case that we do it unwittingly. Many people justify it’s worth because they’re directing it toward a perceived ‘evil’ person, or violent, or mean, or insert worthy insult – person. Yet we fail to see that inciting hate, even through directed anger creates more of the same, and it’s the cause that’s begging us to bring into the light.

Our internal need for persecution of another, no matter how justified the cause is perceived to be, reveals our own inner demons. It only serves to reveal our hidden guilt, our shame, our ‘evil’ thoughts. It serves to show us what we hold within ourselves. Yet usually we’re so caught up in the external direction of our anger that we miss what’s really going on.

Well I’m stepping aside. No cause, no person, no situation warrants projection of guilt, no matter how grand or horrendous. It’s time to stop joining in on the ridicule.

It’s time for love, compassion, understanding and acceptance.

And most of all, it’s time for forgiveness.

Forgiveness for all.

And not because I’m better than some and therefore have the right to forgive, but because of the true spirited meaning of forgiveness. I wish to pass forward, through vibration, the recognition that nobody is evil, that many are lost and misguided, and that all will awaken. And when we awaken, and possibly a little before, we’ll all realise our true nature and that we’re all (yes I said ALL) quite the opposite of evil indeed.

When this takes place, all will be dissolved in an instant and we’ll return to love.

We’ll be light. For that is our true essence.

We’ll laugh and our energies will merge in loving oneness, in true acknowledgement of what is, and all else will be long forgotten as it never really was.